Today, I start this blog with a small amount of frustration!

Its been a good while of learning control in remaining closed. This is the lesson I have certainly had to learn to my own demise. The thing is, when you keep something caged up it needs to be exercised and that is exactly how it feels! It is like my psychic side is a dog waiting for his morning walk. Constantly barking to let it out so it can start sniffing at everything that I walk by.  As most dog owners will tell you ‘The dog will go out when I am ready’. It is the same with learning to use your Psychic Mind. You work this ability and not let it work you or you will run yourself ragged.

It wasn’t so long ago that my Teacher was receiving text messages from me at 3am in the morning because I was not too happy with what was lurking in my bedroom just glaring over at me. He wasn’t impressed at being woken up at that time either! All because I had opened up without realising it as I was discussing the paranormal to someone else earlier that evening.

So it starts.... Because I had been talking Paranormal about a previous investigation (which we were all specifically told not to think about due to the dark energy surrounding the place along with its negative draw) earlier in the evening and naturally opened up with out recognising it, it caused me some issues later that night.

Still open, I had gone to bed and just started to settle down. Turned over to get comfortable and there it was. A gormless, tall, black, shadowed figure that I had managed to bring in, somehow! This thing had a presence and I knew it wasn’t good. He stood in the corner looking, arms crossed, head down wearing a hooded cape with no face. Can’t say I would like to see it again.

Anyway, as you would imagine my heart sank, fear pulsating through my body with every beat of my heart. In a panic I conversed with my guides, pleading them to come around me and give a good protection. Meanwhile I was sending my forgiving Teacher a lengthy Text Message asking for help. My phone buzzes to itself a moment or two later with a return message. In his calm, mannered approach, a cool and collected reply reads ‘Say the Lords Prayer and close down’. Me, being so silly, could not remember this ground in prayer that we all learnt at school and said so many times , I challenge the Guy in the corner and that was a bit of a mistake!

He glides up and stands right over me as I turned the other way in my nice warm bed, I had shivers run through my spine. He meant business at this point. The thing was feeding from my fear and enjoying every second of it. After about three texts I managed to say the Lord’s Prayer to get rid of this thing. In realising that my emotion gave life to the negative soul my reaction changed to one of taking control. I closed myself down and repeatedly chanted the prayer in my head.

He did eventually leave. It was my own doing that brought this ‘beast’ in to taunt me. In that over confident state I didn’t even recognise my failings. So many times I was told to recognise the signs of opening and to close if it was happening. Being me, I did pay attention because I have much, much respect for my Teacher but thought I had cracked it already with little practise.

I do urge all who are learning to pay attention, learn control, use it (even though it can be frustrating and feeling like you need to exercise your mind) and do as requested by your Teacher and remain closed unless you are told to open or you may find yourself in the same predicament as me.

Yes , I did learn from this experience and that was enough for me to recognise my faults in this lesson and I find it easier to stay closed down for protection and also my own sanity so I am not constantly working and draining my own energies